sneaky

extremely bitchy stervozniška nuotaika.

move the sneaky strike in the head from the back way.

dump you.

Dawn

I wish you knew/know, a feeling when you can't fall asleep,
suddenly realise that you have a thing to write of.

some melody starts to play in your head,
it's half past three AM, you take a guitar and start murming
some melody, pick up the chords.

take an a2 size paper blank (I like writing on them, to see the scheme clearer)

write starter lyrics, develop them...

and a song is born.

I don't have inspiration for a third verse at first try.

usually I write two fist verses a bridge and chorus.

an public record of roving artist

I've been thinking recently,
about one thing. Yes. the reason I live for.

silly I know. But I figured out something.
I guess it's my songs, I live for songs.
Or maybe they live with me.

All the loves I had, people I've met are imprinted in my songs.
I have a song for many occasions. love, hate, death, birth.
I guess that living a life I do now is the most natural to give bith to them.
Just take it as it comes.

I do not imagine creating songs after receiving a grant from a producer
and living an artist life of doing nothing.
I might be wrong.

perhaps you may not treat the stuff I create seriously, so thats why
I don't fucking sing you the fucking thing.

I must do records I know. But I must rehearse more because I play/sing so shit.
And why rehearse when (in my head it all sounds like fifth symphony or a second concert,
and) the surrounding doesn't want to hear it anyway?

apie happyendless

Visu pirma, happyendless - man kad ir limpa.
labai džiugu kad Lietuvoje atsirado nors ko nors neapgailėtino.
nebloga muzikėle yra tas HE, bet galėtų būti ir geresne.
Mano manymu turėtų atsirasti geresnes.

ypač kas mane nervina - tai senosios kartos aranžuotojai ir marazmatikai prodiuseriai.

aranžuotes atsilieka keliais metais. viskas ant stabdžiu.

mano manymu lietuvos muzikai toli gražu iki europos.
viskas iš bėdnumo, muzikines edukacijos trukumo.

sovokas neišnyko ir nežinau kada išnyks.

one's home

I have this marvellous feeling.
I now do create my home.
fuck that it is rented, anyway.

Its a pitty that I don't have funds to buy paintings,
I would be glad to do so. Also I don't have the money for a candleholder.
They tend to cost much. Perhaps visiting and old stock stuff market would be a good idea.

but today I must be going to Klaipeda.

buy things

Labas,

nusipirkau lėkštę beveik tokia pat kaip buvo.
du puodelius. arbatos. muilo. šampūno. žvakide vienguba, žvakių.

dabar noriu nusipirk keramikini dantų šepečiu puodeli.
noriu nusipirkt šviestuvą, gal net du. noriu knygų lentynos labai mažos
gal stalą gauti koki nors. o gal ne nes brungiai apsieis.

jaukus

I'll go and buy things to make my home more comfortable.
I miss that very much.

kinošnikas

na va,

aš baigiau ežio inkubatoriaus kursus.

ir dabar esu diplomuotas kinošnikas.

myliu.

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